lyrics for thee soul.

Since this is my first blog i guess i'll introduce myself, My name is Kaila but im trying to come-up with a new name, the one i have now carries to much past over it, if that makes sence. I don't let people get to know me for the simple fact that my thoughts are to deep for most people to understand, but you would'nt ever think that just by being an aquaintence, or even a family member or friend.My soul saviors are Erykah Badu and God.I change so much over short period of time, dont mistake that for fake-ness im just trying to improve myself for the better menatally and phisically. Unfortuinatly i'm a materialistic person, i'd love to change, but in todays world, thats a far away goal. I'm a bi-racial baby which causes alot of identy crisises due to the ignorant minds of racist people i come in conact with. Sometimes i feel like i'll never be good enough but you could'nt tell by how i look, looks are definatly deciving. I sing everyday, my own song, i've never written down the words.I want to be famous...but dont we all.I always find myself falling for the wrong guys, soo i play the same games as them, but i do want love.Thats me in a nuttshell.